February 2011
who do you think you are? you need to learn how to be professional with me. yeah, i know we’ve had our disagreements and i know it hasn’t been pretty, but seriously? i call you with my situation and you act like that to me. no respect. totally blown away with how unprofessional you are towards me right now. this is a business relationship, yeah, but have some fucking respect. fuck...
i am so glad i didn’t do that yesterday. so glad.
i hate bad news. i hate it more on my birthday week. if i wasn’t on so much pain medication right now, i’d probably be freaking out. sometimes, life can really blow.
“..the world itself is the bad dream”
vent.
i hate not being in control of things that have an impact on my life. i know i can’t be in control of everything and i sure as hell can’t have it all… but, there is something lingering around that i can’t fix. i can’t even touch it. and it has this huge impact on my life. it’s driving me crazy, and i’ve been on the edge of just losing it lately. i’ve...
I have such amazing people in my life. That is all.
i don't get it. and i never will.
and it is driving me fucking crazy.
isn’t it crazy how you can love something so much and hate it at the same time? forgive me if i’m not making any sense.. i’m attempting writing a post about something that i can’t even find words for anymore.
the most important thing.
thank you God for everything you have done for me. you have shown me the most beautiful light and the darkest of dark. you have given me so much strength and courage to know that i can get myself through any situation. you have blessed me with the most amazing family and the greatest people in my life. i am thankful for the will to smile through the toughest of times. i am thankful for the...
i feel very mixed up. i go from a to b so quickly.. and then before i know it, i’m back to a. and i’m mean. i used to be so sweet and caring, and now i don’t even feel bad in the slightest if i make someone cry. i can’t ever decide what i want to do with myself. i love it here, but i wanna go to school in another state. but, my amazing family and my job are keeping me from...
Felicia-Nicole: sick →
felicia-nicole:
20 Day Makeup Challenge!
Create these looks on yourself or someone else and post a picture of it (:
Day 1: Simple, Natural Look (you should look like you’re not even wearing makeup!)
Day 2: Any look with a bold lipstick
Day 3: Doll-like Look
Day 4: Makeup for Holidays
Day 5: Makeup that…
i have no idea why i am all of a sudden feeling this way. this is bad news, and that’s all i have to say.
i love my job. i love working so much. i think i’m going to be a workaholic for the rest of my life. it’s such a great thing to invest time into.. there are so many benefits and always the opportunity to get somewhere. i love working. i’m happy.
sometimes, i really hate having certain memories. i always thought i was a selective listener and didn’t pay attention too much until i realized that i remember everything. every single word, every little detail. to be honest, i hate it. hopefully my brain is more like a file cabinet so i can throw some files down the shredder and keep the useful ones rather than it being a big, old landfill...
“I have never found anybody who could stand to accept the daily demonstrative...”
rain never ceases to make my bad day better. i think if people were to appreciate the little things that life brings more, we’d be a much happier human race. i think appreciation of the little things is so vital to finding happiness. some people focus so much on money and over working themselves to eventually have this picture perfect life, but what they don’t realize is they lose...
true story
kaylaeddy:
Some women think it’s awful if after you break up with your boyfriend, he suddenly dates a chick who doesn’t have her act together. I disagree. Nobody wants the girl who replaces her to be some hot, successful woman who doesn’t have mood swings. There’s no better proof that you are the best thing that ever happened to a guy than if his next girlfriend is a huge loser.
i am stuck in between what is best and what i want. sometimes, having to choose between what is the logical, mature decision and what is the spontaneous and most interesting decision can strike up quite the argument with yourself. maybe this will just be one more stepping stone to my success.. or maybe it’ll be just another opportunity i convinced myself was out of the question. life...
